please read my last post...it was meant for you, just not sure how I could do it....I did a quick reply...but it went to the end. ???? roxyMy Dear Roxy,
It's ok. Really. In Lilly's last few moments when her eyes were open and alert, I believe she was saying goodbye to you. She knew you loved her. There's no question about that.
Please try to stop beating yourself up. You gave her so much comfort in both her healthy days and when she was so ill. Many of us think 'if only I had done this' or 'maybe if I hadn't done that.' We always second guess ourselves. I don't think there was anything more you could have done to let her know you loved her. You showed it every day of her life.
thank you for your words of wisdom....really appreciate ....and sometimes I think when I saw her looking so perfect and well..just before she died..that perhaps she was dying and her body had become perfect....once again ...as she entered another place. ????
You know....I really hope there is a heaven ....but sometimes I wonder about these things.
It sure would be nice !!!!!! roxy